Thursday, January 26, 2006 6:45 PM
SIGH!! why is that i did the things that i didn't want to do?? the feeling sucks now. i told you before, i never want you to go home alone, or to come my house alone. and i failed! i failed to do so. you came here alone. and i wanted to send you home, but i didn't. i do not know what excuse i gave, but i just didn't. at the entrance, i wanted to turn back. but i'm wondering if i'm late once again. and in the end, i didnt. SORRY. thanks for visiting me. though i have to keep lots of thing away from you. wahaha!

need to eat medicine soon. sucks!! 6 types of medicine to handle. wonder what will happen tomorrow, perhaps i will vomit bahs. lols. see how first.